date:Saturday, February 02, 2008
time:12:32 PM
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I regret picking up that phone call.
I regret hanging on, out of curiosity.
I regret telling you what happened.
I regret not listening to you, on that instance.
I was half asleep at that point of time. I didn’t know what to do, I was damn confused, I was about to cry, I needed help, I almost prayed to God, I was so confused, I just hang on. Out of curiosity, I wanted to know who that person is. I even threatened to call the police.
If it is what I did that upsets you, then I’m really sorry. If it was my past, what can I say? I really can’t do anything about it. Maybe you’re just at shock after finding out more about me. I may be young, compared to you, but I’m not filled with child-like innocence. I cheat, steal, lie. I am just like everyone else. I’ve made mistakes a million times, but I’ve never once, repeated any of them. I learn from my mistakes.
Well, if you say that mistakes made are never the same when mended, then what are second chances?
I’m really sorry for disappointing you, I didn’t plan to and I really want us to be friends and not let one little mistake lead our friendship off tracks. I just don’t understand. I never betrayed you, never back stabbed you or anything that “friends” do.
Why do we need a time off?
You were the last person I thought, would ever hurt me.
I thought you were someone, but you turned out someone else.
I don’t regret knowing you.
I don’t regret hanging up.
I don’t regret being friends with you.
I don’t regret knowing more about you.
Although you said you were a hypocrite a few months back, you’ve never done anything wrong to me. Even if you did, you’ll always be my friend.
Maybe I just don’t really know you. However, I certainly want to… and I definitely will accept you for who you are. That is one thing I’ve been doing, I thank God for my friends, for having them in my life. Although they have their flaws, I still love them for who they really are… Why won’t you do the same for me? :(
